Sorry, y'all. I got nothing. This post is gonna suck.
Went to work this morning with the beginnings of a migraine and ended up leaving work after only 2 1/2 hours because I started throwing up. So, I'm out 5 1/2 hours' pay which makes me angry as all get out. But, I am grateful for how kind my asst. dept. mgr. was about the whole thing. I slept most of the afternoon and evening. I still hate bright lights and people talking to me, but I'm on the mend.
Also, sleeping most of the afternoon and evening has me once again requesting that please, please, PLEASE, could the nightmares about when I was in the hospital stop? PLEASE. I need those memories to go away. I am fed up with dreaming about that shit.
I am increasingly NOT OK that I won't be at a Pesach seder Monday night. This whole thing with me and synagogue life is so complicated right now. All I know is I'm confused, and it hurts.
Better posts coming soon. I'm going back to bed. Today just plain sucked.
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